đ Shameless Joy is my New Aspiration
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âThe skills of becoming happy turn out to be almost entirely different from the skills of not being sad, not being anxious, or not being angry.â
â Martin E.P. Seligman, founder of Positive Psychology
I recently returned from an intense retreat focused on shadow work: processing the negative emotions we often suppress. On the final day, an activity involved everyone giving me exaggerated, ruthless feedback, designed to crack me open emotionally.
Hereâs what they said.
Youâre fake.
Youâre a boy.
Youâre spiritually bypassing.
Youâre afraid of pain.
Youâre inauthentic.
Youâre an attention whore.
Let me clarify two things.
First, I understand the importance of feeling negative emotions, being vulnerable, and letting out a cry. Iâve been there and done that. However, I no longer carry much of those emotions. It feels like Iâve reprogrammed my brain toward joy. Joy is not my mask to hide painâitâs my authentic state, hard-earned and real.
Second, if I only received negative feedback like this, Iâd take it seriously. But I donât. The people closest to me love my joy. They know itâs the result of effort, processing, and difficult experiencesâlike my darkness retreat, where I spent days in complete darkness to confront my inner shadows.. So do my thousands of supporters who read my articles and watch my videos. You must always weigh negative feedback against the positive.
Back to the feedback activityâŠ
As I sat in front of the group receiving their feedback, I held back a laugh. It was entertaining because Iâve heard it so many times before. I receive similar comments from miserable people online every day. While sitting there, I had flashbacks to reading those online remarksâthe ones that used to hurt but no longer do.
Why do I get this feedback? Some people canât believe my joyfulness is real. And thatâs exactly why this situation has empowered me. Iâm reaching a point in my life where Iâve cultivated so much cheerfulness and genuine excitement for living that some say, âIt must be fake.â My joy makes certain people uncomfortable.
Receiving this feedback at the retreat (and online constantly) confirms Iâm on the right path. Iâm stepping into courageous joy and accepting the risks. But thereâs one final step I must takeâŠ
Shameless joy.
Since going viral online and receiving thousands of âyouâre fakeâ comments, Iâve learned that joy is a foreign emotion for some. This makes sense. Hereâs why.
Our world rewards toughness, seriousness, and stoicism. The more serious you are, the more credible, successful, and intelligent youâre perceived to be. Culture tells us leaders shouldnât be joyful because joy canât be trusted. Leaders shouldnât be goofy, playful, or full of laughter. Culture also insists joy must be earned or confined to specific momentsâholidays, victories, or milestones.
Thatâs nonsense.
Shameless joy is choosing to be enthusiastic and upbeat, even when others disapprove, even when thereâs no apparent reason.
Shameless joy is remembering a simple truth for living well: âFind the people who celebrate your joy, not your misery!â
Shameless joy is attracting those who love your joyfulness and amplify it, not those who question it.